Sunday, April 19, 2009

Poems, A Reminder

The last little while I have felt a little down. I would like to say that I'm not sure why I feel that way but I would be lying. My life is in my control and I have the power to change it and be happy under any circumstances and it's the difference between doing and not doing, saying and not saying and thinking and not thinking that influences how I feel about myself, my family and friends, my job, my testimony,the church, my life. I went reading through my old journal and found these poems I wrote at a time in my life when I wasn't the happiest but re-reading them now brings a ray of hope as I look back on that time and see how far I've come since then. It's a reminder that with the Lord and through the atonement we can push through and accomplish anything.

Breathe
I feel as though I cannot breathe.
There is a sacred light I seek.
I see it in those who are strong
But feel that I am too weak,
Too lost, to reach out and hold on.

There are glimpses of light in my past.
It's a struggle to make it last.
My light is dampened by the dark.
All around me the adversary laughs.
I find comfort in my Father's arms.

Oh Lord, please hear my prayer.
Do no leave me in my despair.
I know my spirit is young and frail.
Make me strong with Thy living air.
I know through Thee, I can breathe.

My Purpose
My world has become dark and deep.
Many restless nights in which I cannot sleep.
I'm sinking quickly, in over my head.
Then I hear the voice of the Savior, he said,

I am with thee, you are never alone.
I can help you undo the damage you've done.
My yoke is easy, I will give thee rest
And strength to see you through this test.

Be still thy soul, for I am on your side.
I have been with you every night you cried.
I know your weakness, I see your trial.
I give them to make you strong my child.

Learn of me and look t'wards the light.
Make your way back to the rod and hold on tight.
The way is narrow, a struggle, but straight.
I will help you and welcome you at the gate.

My world is becoming peaceful and bright.
I thank my Lord God for his Son everynight.
I'm rising slowly with help from a friend.
This is my purpose, endure to the end.

3 comments:

Rachel said...

Do you keep your poems all together in a book? You really should, if you don't already do that. They are really good.

Cheyn said...

FLO!!! I found your blog and I think that maybe we need to hang out!

Kenny Do's said...

great poetry Chantelle!!! Sorry you've been feeling blue lately...I think we all go through these times but still, knowing that still doesn't make it any easier. I think your talent of writing is a great way to express and vent your frustrations and feelings in a constructive way! Chin up! Hope your load is lighter TODAY!!!